Location: India

There is so much to me, and yet i have such a longlong way to go. I am still discovering myself...everyday i will tell u something more about me

Saturday, May 20, 2006


and then, there are times
when i wonder, if,
when i am drowned in my feelings of lust & love for others
am i projecting my attention outside of Self
and hence it has a potential for dissapointment?

then as if by magic, the blade of grass
and a single green leaf
read my mind and answer to me this:

just as when the wind kisses us and carresses us,
we dance in estacy in his glory and become one with him,
let the soft cool breeze fuck us up totally,
in body, mind and spirit,
we give in and let her blow our minds away.

and when they leave,
we find our center in ourselves
basking in our own wondrous magnificience
not waiting, not wishing...
just smiling at the beauty of oneness

which we can feel in merger with ourselves
as much as with another


Blogger WDKY said...

You know, one of the things I love about you is the "oneness" of both your innocence and your sexual awareness. It's incredibly sexy, Anu.

Have a really lovely weekend x

2:51 PM, May 20, 2006  
Blogger anu said...

Thank you wdky :-) I'm trying to get all my kids out and let them play in the open - the child, the whore, the poet, the martial artist, the risk manager, the dreamer, even the ugly and dirty ones...with running noses and smelly armpits are being loved and cherished. I am working on this.

2:56 PM, May 20, 2006  
Blogger WDKY said...

You're doing very well... and what a complete person you're becoming. Or, parhaps, are already.

You have wisdom way beyond your years, too...

3:09 PM, May 20, 2006  
Blogger anu said...

:-) Thankyou wdky

6:04 PM, May 20, 2006  
Blogger Jeff said...

Hi Anu! How have you been?

This poem "oneness", so very beautiful!

"which we can feel in merger with ourselves as much as with another"

The most cherished beauty is within ourselves, and your beauty shines with the warm radiance of a summer morning.

- Jeff

2:11 AM, May 21, 2006  
Blogger Lone Wolf said...

Great Poem Anu, I love it. Your soft cool breeze is what I call the wrecking ball. Reality is oneness and the dissapoinment is fantasy. Just my thoughts.

4:13 AM, May 21, 2006  
Blogger Nina said...

What an amazing and complex woman you are. How fortunate are we that you allow us see you thru your precious poetry.


6:02 AM, May 21, 2006  
Blogger anu said...

Jeff - I am doing well. More joyful than ever before. It is lovely to have you back. Thank you for your warm words Jeff. I am all excited about your new Avatar :-)

Lone - I love listening to your thoughts and perspectives Lone. Dissapointment is i like this one a LOT.

Nina - As much as you let us into your lovely beautiful sexy world Nina, where there is no gender, no age-barrier and where there are no limits.

3:11 PM, May 21, 2006  
Anonymous Hij Raa said...

Please Help!

India’s most neglected community, the eunuchs, yesterday entered the quota controversy, demanding reservation in colleges (including medical and engineering institutions), schools and government.

There are currently no quotas for eunuchs in government or education as they do not belong to any particular caste. This is a shame.

Around 5,000 eunuchs from across India — and around 25 from countries such as Malaysia, Singapore, Bangkok and Japan — are attending the conference.

Please do all that you can for us.

9:07 AM, May 22, 2006  
Blogger anu said...

I am sorry to hear that. I shall keep you in my thoughts

9:35 AM, May 22, 2006  
Blogger ozymandiaz said...

Desire is a drug
when taken it alters reality
it is not a BAD thing
as seeing things from different perspectives is essential to understanding
and yet it can cause apprehension
as it is so easy to get lost
it is good to see you shed that fear
to understand
we are always in control of ourselves
and it is OK
to taste that fruit
for that flavor is a key
to one of the many doors
in our souls

6:42 PM, May 22, 2006  
Blogger anu said...

WOW..thank you Ozy.

I am understanding what you are conveying here. It is putting me at ease to know that i can go with the flow and it is O.K. for that is but natural! And probably a necessary learning :-)

12:11 AM, May 23, 2006  
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